Dear Bella

Dear Bella,

I have read your whole life story and I only have one thing to say to you...you drive me crazy! I think you are an insecure, spoiled, stupid, selfish girl. You manipulate the different men around you to take what you want, when you need it from them and then go on your merry way. The fact that you had a choice between a moody, obsessive vampire, and a fun-loving, good man werewolf, and chose the moody vampire, proves just how stupid you are.

The thing that I find most annoying is that I actually care. Why do I care so much? I loved the first book, and was continually let down as each book got more and more difficult to read. I had to read them though. I had to see what happened. Why?!

When the New Moon movie came out I was going to wait for a week or so to see it. When I saw people commenting on facebook about it, I had to go see it. I was so excited when I saw there was a 6:00am showing and the cinemark by our house. We got up at 5 just to go see it, and then found out that was only for Friday morning. So I went to work and thought about it nearly the entire time. After I got off of work, we went down to a little theatre in Spanish Fork to see if we could get into the 9:15 showing. We did, and the show began. I was so excited. As the movie went on, I kept wondering if it was over yet. It seemed to drag and drag, and I was getting a bit frustrated.

I just have to tell you something...Get some self-respect!!! People get dumped, move on. In reading the books you are always saying, "I don't know what he sees in me." "What am I compared to him" blah blah blah. How about a little bit of self-esteem woman?!

Anyway, I just had to get that off of my chest. Honesty, I'm sure the same thing will happen when the next movie comes out, because I just can't break this twilight hold on me. I just had to let it out.
Thank you for your time,
Kathy

P.s. I have to give a shout out to my Greggy. There are not many men who would get up at 5 am to go with their wife to watch a girly movie. Then, he made the morning even more special when we found out there was not show, by picking up some breakfast and we watched Kit Kitterage together before I had to go to work. What a sweet guy!